Broken heart & conscious
start off i never post comments about social life or feelings in relations…but with that said… Okay so my first love was together 5 yrs.. She was my first love..I was a shity bf say the least! But that’s the toll you pay when your young reckless an teen. Long story short my pretty little world feel apart..depression struck 2-3 yrs followed by drug habit. Finally said I wanted take control of my life, I felt something special that I was living in this cloud, LAO & me in contol of my life came across HE an among other info that intrigued my senses.
Now happily say I’ve had a conscious shift, liberated isn’t the word…I have the world in my hand..life is great now, I’ve learn to come to terms with all relations.. Recently the love came back from school..and more & more time is spent…I realize were both neither the people we were…as a hole I’m no longer attracted to her more than a loving friend… But I try to come terms an try shed some light on how great life is & such. But I sense she’s living in a world based on fear.. An with the hole 2012 yadda yadda, I ask my self…..
Can I help her free her from her self?…will the entire planet go thro this shift or just the open minded/hearted ones? Do I let her run her course.. Or do I try harder to help her..a tiny part still feels guilt from past, in a sense I feel like I owe it to her to be her guide.. Idk
Need help/advice Try harder or let go… And will everyone experience the shift?
Honestly, i would try. I know many people who are so IGNORANT! It drives me insane. its like really? you know your living your life in fear, but you dont care? how can you be so apithetic? or when people see all the probelems in the world but have no desire to change them. honestly, try your best to show her the light, try your best to show her that she can be happy. Its hard, i know it is, my dad is the same way. But try, just dont let it consume your life. always remember. you can never change anyone but yourself. on the other hand, maybe try and learn something from her (when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change) Look up wayne dyer, it might help a bit =)
If i was looking for the perfect answer I deff think you gave it to me so thank you for that@kellah,
Lol with that said, I feel like deep down I once hurt her & if I don’t somehow help her it will eat at me see her suffer, when it’s her self, but I also agree that only if she wants the change… But she notices a change in me, shell bash it say I’m add or ADHD lol an il laugh an dance around lol, but shit I know she sees the happiness in my eyes an hers screaming envy, but if I earn her trust back I can help her! But also maybe I just got to give her that push befor she just elvoles her self.. Thanks for advice !
no problem =) glad i could help!
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