DMT Man, DMT

Two vastly different trips I’ve had.

Trip I:
After about 3 hits, I was gone, I felt that I was hurling through space, and I walked up a cosmic stair case into this hallway, where I met this tall bald man with a giant beard, he told me the meaning of life, witch is to live life aware of your self and others, while maintaining balance between personal gain and the help of others.

Then I flew out a window, hurling towards earth, then his daughter grabbed me, and told me that I would soon find true love, I flew towards earth and landed in my old school, I saw all my childhood friends, but when ever I tried to talk to them they burst into a pile of ashes, then I flew up.

I was going faster than the speed of light, until I escaped reality and all sense of being, I emerged to a climax of a magical plane of being with a single monkey who designs all colors, he then showed me a new color, Its impossible to explain, a purpley pinkish thing. It was so beautiful I cried, he then told me that the color was mine alone and that it would live forever in my memories. Then while thinking of the color it exploded in my mind, and I flew outside of our universe.

I saw a figure, he spoke with a mixture of a man and woman voice, he was followed by other figures, speaking a language I couldn’t understand or begin to comprehend, it was an old language. He explained that they were the “Executive Cosmic Committee” and have existed for all time, they have limitless love for all creatures, but also limitless hate.

They brought me to an old planet, with creatures so bizarre that I felt nausea brimming throughout my body. They explained that the big bang happened and they took physical form of solid energy, and make all the decisions for the fate of the universe. They only exist because there is a need for them to. They then lifted me off the planet, on the way back to earth.

With a parting word they told me something, I have no idea what it means but they said it would make sense when I needed it too, for some reason I knew how to spell it perfectly, “Dashuri lahat inimesed pa jorden i vo vesmire e tera a felicidade interior e paz”. I tried Google translate detect language, but it just said “Dashuri inimesed lahat pa po vesmire Jordan and I will have happiness and inner peace”.

Trip II:
My scientist friend and hallucinogen hookup gave me ten grams of DMT for my birthday (Read: Thats one metric fuckload of DMT), that weekend I went on a four hour DMT binge, by myself. After about 200 minuets of normal tripping, everything started to feel off, then my trip stopped suddenly. All I saw was a tunnel, I came to the end of the tunnel. I had been here before, so was not worried.(Near death experiences happen about every tenth time I do DMT) Then I broke through the end of the tunnel. There was my guardian. He was standing there with a puzzled expression on his face, his arms outstretched. He said “Why are you here!!!???” “How the fuck did you get here!!??” Then, that was it. He said, “Game over. You took too much. That’s it. You’re done. No more. Game over.” I was dead. I was deader than dead. That was it. I didn’t expect to come back at all. I spent what felt like a million life times in total darkness, I was barely aware, I felt no body or brain, it was just my basic conscience, all I knew was I am dead, I will be dead forever. And that’s all I could do. Then, for the slightest insistence, I saw a flash. I thought, “I can fight this now”, so I fought so hard to clear my head, the darkness shattered. I came out of the DMT world, the drug was still in effect, but it was changing things in my world, not putting me in another one, everything looked like lines drawn on paper, I could barely stand. What had happened is that the bad taste of the DMT (like burnt plastic) had made me throw up and I was on my back, so I was choking, that’s what killed me during my trip. I threw up on my bed room floor and passed out in a sleep like state, I awoke about ten minutes later with the familiar afterglow.
I avoided most drugs for a couple of months afterwards.