Don’t hold anything in
Holding things in can give you cancer!
Who am I wanted by? And what is my purpose?? God I’m pretty much a Debbie Downer at the moment. ha
Be vulnerable @Skye. You’ll see shit you’ve never seen before! Exaggeration and compassion beyond your rational beliefs! :D
|Brandon P’naantan Pinkney|
I have not yet started my grieving process for my uncle who passed away 6 years ago
I think I might have food poisoning, and it sucks.
I am old as fuck, and nowhere near where I want to be. I wasted so much time either being negative or simply waiting to be ready, when all along I’m all I’ll ever be or need.
@Sasho – haha I am probably the most ‘blonde’ ditz you’ll ever meet. . . until you get to know the true me! ha
@Manimal – I’m with ya except I think I have the flu! Mine has been on and off for like 2 weeks :P
@Manimal, food poisoning can be a tremendous experience in a good way. I had a severe one a few years ago and I went in semi-conscious state for being so dehydradrated and it was like a revelation. Like my consciousness could go nowhere but in the here-and-now of the physical elimination process that was going on. I think I let go of my ego at some point, I was just alive and that was it… I was sick at the hospital for an entire night but the morning after I felt so peaceful and relieved both mentally and physically.
Yikes, Perruche. I’m pretty sure I’ve had food poisoning too, and I can’t say it was any way a good experience for me, other than it knocked me back into eating healthier food again.
You are one hell of an optimist, my friend.
Also I have to say that I am angry at myself because I keep being upset every time my mom judges the way I lead my life. It is so hard and challenging to keep an emotional distance from my parents’ opinions and their conception of life. I am pretty bored to be still stuck there and I can’t wait to overcome this and access a new challenge.
feeling pretty good actually. I got into my first-choice college on Friday, starting in July. I feel like I wasted the last four years of my life in high school, slacking, never really taking anything seriously, didn’t “grow” at all. But I’m going to college soon, a fresh start, no troubles presently. Feeling good.
@Robyn, I know it can sound weird but once you part with the physical pain, it is oddly relaxing mentally. It is a feeling that is hard to describe and that I never experienced after. I even thought “What if this restaurant and the food poisoning induced with the food they serve was a sort of mystical gate to another dimension” … Nice start for a sci-fi movie :-)
@Stark thumbs up!!
Right now I am pondering if I should take a hospice care class for massage therapy & I really want a big juicy unhealthy cheese burger from the vortex with a stout beer to chase it down the hatch…
For the last three years, you have been the only one special to me. I’ve tried everything to become something more than friends..
The last time I said to a person, “How would an idiot like you make someone cry?”, she laughed. One of the main reasons she’s happy :)
I feel better now than I ever have and I’ve been hanging out with less people these last few weeks than I can remember in recent times. I’m attacked to older girls but they all say it’s illegal for them to share the same feelings. As if I care about things like that. I found a rabbit on the road the other day and he’s still alive now but I’m powerless to do anything more for him. If he makes it he may not be able to go back into the wild and I will probably name him Crash. But I may not be able to take care of him like I want to. My great grandma is ninety years old and told me she wants to die and everyone else is powerless to do anything for her. I think I might like dubstep music.
It makes me sad to see so many of the people on this website are sad/ depressed. You would think the opposite, and that the idea on here would help people live happier and healthier lives. I think that a lot of you should go back over the life secrets and tips that drew you here in the first place.
I’m glad your life is going well bobby. :)
I understand that people are on here looking for advice and hoping to become happier people. I honestly believe thought that the main problem would be not putting theory into practice for most people. I can give you a three step plan to become a much happier and confident person easily.
short disclaimer/edit/tag-on: I’ve actually been very happy recently, but was caught at a time where that was thrown off by nasal congestion. But, that’s what I was feeling at the time, and maybe my post would have been more positive two days before, maybe it wouldn’t have.
Or maybe you all should concentrate on something positive. Don’t hold anything in. This is the idea of the thread, people. What’s a downer ? Reading? There is something tragic in someone else’s misery ? There is, isn’t it? Selfish bastards :) IF there wasn’t so much compassion, there wouldn’t be so much sadness.
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