Huge Pupils

2 years, 5 months ago

so, when i’m sober I have huge ass pupils.. 90% of the time. I went to a get together with some people and my friend was like whoa your eyes are huge I was like, yeah I don’t know , they always are.. she was like it’s kinda freaky, I was like yeah i’m permanently high, just kiddin around lol. Then later my dude friend was like you’re eyes are rly pretty I was like thanks, obvi. But honestly when i’m in a room, or like I don’t know I feel like the roof and floor are just like nothing, like we’re just standing on wood all hanging out like, I think I really am crazy. I feel like it sometimes. Maybe my pupils indicate my craziness, and when i’m relaxed my eyes look awesome. Anyone have any info about huge ass pupils on the regs? aha

November 12, 2012 at 5:55 pm

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Profile photo of Fluxface Fluxface (@fluxface) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

Its highly likley to be a muscle/signal fail, if it´s making your life worse just consult an specialist.. If not, just live with it :) You can always belive your more enlightned than others, it´s a free selfconfidence booster.

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tamedlion, hahaha bueno. No I don’t, how do you do that ?

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Profile photo of Russ Wells Russ Wells (@tamedlion) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth, just sit and focus your attention about an inch above your eyebrows and an inch back into your head. Imagining a ball of light in the spot can be useful. Don’t stress about it, just close your eyes and be calm. If you feel pulled in any directions just go with it. You’ll be lead to the proper spot. If sensations arise, just keep calm and stay focused. Weed helps, that’s how I learned, but I don’t need it anymore.

Let me know if this works out for you. :)

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Profile photo of Joseph Joseph (@warriors41) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

The pupil gets bigger to let in more light. This happens when you’re excited or in love, scared, interested, or in a dark room.

Are you constantly in love? or always in a dark place? Do you ever stare at yourself in the mirror and always see large pupils? I think you just really like people.

oh and I don’t know why people would think you’re high. I’ve never experienced dilated pupils when using cannabis. Psilocybin mushrooms are supposed to do that.

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tamedlion, I did this, and it was pretty fucking cool. Like i’ve tried meditating before but it never worked for me, but I tried to do this and like i felt like my eyes were getting pulled towards weird shapes behind my eye lids lol. def trippy.. I feel like my 3rd eye is always working.
@warriors41, I think I love studying people, but I get anxious sometimes like overwhelmed when there is a lot of people in one room like all conversing it makes me feel like I don’t know what’s going on lol, like one time I was with a group of ppl and they were all mingling and I was just watching how they interacted and they looked like fucking sims, like I was just thinking about how our vocal chords just project this language that we all understand and they are just sounds with meanings. I like to mindfuck myself.

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Profile photo of jjj jjj (@crackedout6pack) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth, i love having this. I used to tune into my friends when they were taking shit and just ride my own buzzzzzz. They would be like why are your eyes so big you havent even done anything.
I like to think everyones special, but im really special. Lol

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Profile photo of Joshua Lloyd Joshua Lloyd (@briggs22) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth, Maybe everytime you type the word ‘like’, your pupils get bigger.

That could be logical explanation as to why your pupils are fucking huge.

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Profile photo of jjj jjj (@crackedout6pack) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth, have u ever tried to hear ur own language as sounds and not put any meaning to them? Its cool, i cant make it last for long tho.
The other day i was in a small bar an these 3 people were in a circle dancing. They all had their drinks in their hands above their heads and nodding at each other. i was just watching them. It was like they were neanderthals doing some sort of religious ceremony and they were acknowledging the substance that they were using to each other.

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@briggs22, lmao, Thanks Joshua Lloyd, i’ll try to refrain from the use of the word like, for your liking ;) naww haaha

@crackedout6pack, Cracked out 6 pack? interesting ahah. Dude me too :p

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@crackedout6pack, OMG yes!!! I didn’t know anyone else even though about doing this. I was high as giraffe balls though, and I was doing it to the tv and it tripped me out and then i lost it lol. Its fucking insane.. Yeah watch joe rogans live comedy, I downloaded it on kick ass torrents, it talks about that shit. But damn.. that’s awesome you have the same outlook as me.. do you ever think that you don’t fit in anywhere either?

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth, @ojai

Hey, I don’t want to repeat myself if we have already spoken on this, I was trying to see if you were the one I was talking to in a different post.

Pupil dilation indicates emotional response, on discovering this I started an experiment to gauge it, I noticed two types, medium dilation = general interest, they-are-paying-attention, saucer/full dilation = emotional overload.(Other parameters were observed as well to find the correlation, such as body language and tone)

Perpetually dilated eyes are a sign of continuous emotional overload, said differently, your brain takes you into each moment fully due to your emotions related to the environment.

I would gauge you have suffered at some point.

There is a direct correlation between this state and genius. ability to focus = genius, it is scientifically proven that pupil dilate when in a deep state of focus.

Notice I said ‘ability’ to focus = genius, without mastery of your focus you cannot achieve this mental state.

That being said, I have been able to identify an individual’s brain activity based simply on the condition you describe, his name is Shawn… brilliant, photographic memory… but had suffered. He was lucky, he had a grandfather come in and teach him to harness his focus.

Do you like anime? Watched Death Note, look at ‘L’s’ eyes…. this is what got me interested in the first place.

I apologize if I have already said all of this to you =)

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tine, Yes ! I remember talking about this with you, :) I wonder how he harnessed this ability to focus.. I feel like I am slowly learning to except that I just am like hyper aware of everything. At times it just really is over whelming. I feel like I am fairly knowledgeable, although not so good at test taking lol, I remember how people are and how they act alot. I’m like a chameleon to my surroundings sometimes, ( not good) I have faced mostly internal suffering my whole childhood up to recently, so recent like last week I started going to a therapist to talk about my problems for the first time. I’m moving forward and i’m learning how much passion I really do have for life and to better myself, but it’s letting go of the past demons.

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tine, I googled L’s eyes. Interestingly weird my friend on omgpop, a gaming website had an avatar of this character… Lol. he looks dark and full of secrets. Thats how I feel on the inside, but I just smile on the outside

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

Your answer, I promise, is meditation. Promise. It is a multi-faceted practice, one of the main being: Practice of Focus.

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

I’ll tell you what, once you harness that supernova like spark you have in your head… omg, what you will be able to do… I am glad you have been humbled first, because once the patterns start to fit together you will be able to see beyond most everyone.

Promise me once in this state you will only use what you see to build. Do not become a destroyer. You may think I am being dramatic, I am not, this is a serious request

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tine, First time I did it last night successfully it made me feel really calm and like I wanted to stay there, haha. I will continue to do this… LOVE THIS WEBSITE, FOR THANKSGIVING I WILL SAY IM THANKFUL FOR HE, ahah. <3 #realtalk.

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

As for L, watch the series Death Note if you want to see what that level of awareness can bring in terms of ability, it is one of the best animes I have seen and if you don’t like subtitles, they have a dubbed version. I believe Hulu.com has em all for free atm.

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

My friend Shawn was not as emotional stable as the L character, therefore was limited, but in terms of sheer horsepower, how they represent L to be is a reality

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tine, You really think it is this powerful? I feel like I can change a lot, I won’t use it for anything out of context. What will I be able to do? Like this is for real to me because I know it’s really in me. When I was around 14 I would walk around my grandmas house and get a tingly feeling right in the middle of my forehead sometimes, i would hold on to it as long as it stayed, and like i used to put my hand over my head , not touching it and it would get that feeling like tingly

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

Indeed, watch Death Note and see what that power harnessed looks like. Fictional character based on a reality, I am assuming L is a reflection of the author or someone he knew.

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tine, downloading it now.

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

The problem is, you take in waaaayyyyyy too much information at once, therefore the emotional pupil response is enacted because this creates an extreme sense of anxiety in you.

Your emotions are the key to your focus, once mastered, you can create an emotional response at will and zero in your focus.

Read non-fiction titles that explain the brain, that explain body language, that explain the world around you in terms of its physical qualities and watch how your brain calms down once understanding starts to filter reality more.

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

I think L comes in episode 3? If you don’t like right away, give it 5 episodes before you give up on it. =)

Let me know what you think

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Profile photo of Tine Tine (@tine) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@cristinelizabeth,

In terms of the research, don’t feel like you have to agree with them, use them for context to filter what you already know, wrong answers are just as important as right ones

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Profile photo of Starry Eyed BLiND. Starry Eyed BLiND. (@cristinelizabeth) 2 years, 5 months ago ago

@tine,

Will Do <3
How long are the episodes?

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