Ramblings of my very first Mushroom Experience (sorry if it's disjunct)
7/14/12 – Mushrooms
Who with: J.
The consuming feeling of utter bliss – needing to laugh and weep hysterically all at the same time – the only solution is to yell, make primal sounds, be a child. Life is magnified into the experience of a child—a baby. No filter, no thoughts, just knowings and feelings. Words can come, but they hardly communicate what is happening. All words do is limit and conceptualize pure experience and truth. Truth cannot be captured by any language, cannot be communicated to those who have not experienced it.
The truth is
“You’re like, ‘There’s gotta be someone that knows everything,’ but really nobody knows fucking anything! But everything knows everything.”
“Everything’s alright, everybody just chillout! Go about your daily lives!”
“Where are we going?” “Why are you asking? People always wanna know, ‘where are we going?’ Why do you wanna know? Why can’t we just be good with where we are?”
“Just wave and act nice.”
“Nothing is concreeeete. And everything is concrete. Everything is a paradox. And not.”
Less “evolved” animals are actually at a higher step in evolution because they allow themselves to just be. They aren’t burdened by thoughts, or trying to conceptualize things. They flow, there is no filter. Very young children are the same way. Words are unnecessary in a truthful and simple life of just being and feeling.
I remember this day…it was a wonderful day.
Not the best, but one of the very best days of my life.
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