This is just a re-post of my facebook post from a couple of days ago about what has happened in my life to lead me to hands down believe in my own personal Ascension process and in some form of Lady Gia’s. I am mostly putting this up to hear some fellow HEthens perspectives on the subject and maybe hear about some wierd spiritual or super natural experiences of your own.
So according to society this is a wierd thing to say on facebook.. even I think it’s wierd really haha and that’s saying a lot. All I know is that I’ve gotten to this amazing point in my life where everything makes more sense than I ever thought possible and I didn’t get here by holding back. I really may have to just write for as long as it takes to put it on here because I feel so strongly about getting how I feel out and I feel so strongly about what I’m about to say. Most of you I can only assume will think that I’m a crazy person and I am already at terms with that. I am doing this only as help to someone like myself who may be out there, because I love every one of you and I will do anything for you given the opportunity. I have been so fucking confused and overwelled about things happening to me and this world and I wonder if it is happening to any of you.
I have gotten to a place where I don’t feel lost anymore though and I can’t contain it. I believe that human beings are capable of doing things beyond what we can imagine and we forgot who and what we are. I believe that we are really all one consiousness “you can call it god” and that we have forgotten this as humanity.
I lost my faith in God a couple years ago and I’ve been trying to figure out life ever since. I lost my faith in God but this only happened because I lost my faith in my ability as a human to find the truth. I thought about everyone in this world and how we all believe we are right on a fundemental level and I just reached a point where I thought we were all dumbasses and whatever the actually truth was was too hard for the simple human mind to percieve. I mean why else would everyone believe there religion was true and be willing to die for it. The open mindedness that this experience gave me was the best things that ever happened to me. Nothing was impossible or possible.. just perception causing opinion.
When I was living in Allen I went threw a time of insane anxeity and fear in my life. I had a dream every night for two weeks in which I would get stabbed in the chest causing me to wake up with a fucking awful feeling in my chest that medicine wouldn’t do shit for. I had already researched how to get rid of anxiety and found meditation and was trying it. When I researched how to stop reacurring nightmares I found lucid dreaming and realized that I had done it a lot as a kid.
The amazing thing was the effect that meditation had on me in general and the beliefs that lucid dreaming started to create in me. Sure my anxiety was gone but IDGAF about that. It was so much more than that, that I started to realize and still continue to realize more of to this day. The part of the truth that I learned at that point was that I was in control of my own life and my own emotions. I have strived to better myself and be happy ever since. I still fail continuously but never giving up has brought me to the best place I’ve ever been.
I have obsessed over finding the truth about why we are here, who we are, how we got here.. everything.. life.. consciousness. It was ironic to myself that this is what I wanted and decided to obsese over because I didn’t feel like I could ever really know the truth anyway “only have an opinion about it”. But I kept trying anyways out of pure desire. Eventually I found myself looking into quantum mechanics which borderline proves we fucking live in the matrix to me. I’ve researched shitloads about the universe, the human brain, consciousness, nature, psychodelics, ghosts, spirits, dreams ect. It always left me wanting more. I felt like I had a dumptruck full of puzzle pieces pouring on me. But I was addicted to the game.. to trying to find out the questions that would inevitably lead to more questions.
Anyways, some of the experiences that I have had are things like seeing what I can only call demons as a child-teenager. I’ve seen glowing beings with wings. I’ve heard voices. But more recently: I’ve been able to grasp how everything would work as one on a wierd level “straight rainman style or something” and discribe it to people in a way that they understand it. I have FELT the oneness of everything and teleported afterwards. I know that sounds fucking psycho but IDGAF lol cuz this world is psycho. I’ve felt an energy move threw my body and I’ve reached a point where I feel it whenever I focus on it. I’ve felt someone give me energy. I’ve literally had a happieness move threw my body and a warmth that brought me to tears. I’ve had two out of body experiences. I’ve felt the connectedness to nature. I’ve had intense deja vu things happen and then a lot of little ones lately. I had like five of those things happen to me in like 30 minutes one time with someone else and that really changed me forever. It happened after a discussion we we’re having lead to some crazy realizations for both of us. It moved me so much that I understood how people could start religions even to this day. Not that I want to follow any one religion individually.
None of these things made any sense to me until I started hearing other people talk about them online. It’s caused me to believe in astral projection and believe what people say about traveling to other dimentions of awarness and talking to other beings there. I believe that reality has layers like an onion and humanity is on the way to realizing that we are more than just our physical bodies and that we don’t have to wait till death to discover it. I do believe that either most or all religions are true and that you will become enlightened at death because of the way religions teach you to open up your consiousness and what that will mean for you once nothing is left but your spirit body. I believe in chakras and enegy bodies that we have within us but I don’t believe you can even percieve it until you actually try to. But really these beliefs aren’t even faith based for me. I have experienced them. I have experienced different spiritual truths that multiple religions speak about. I believe religions are guides to trying to get you to realize that you are the universe. I believe that Earth and part of humanity are ascending to a higher realm of consciousness. I know that a lot of you will think really differently of me after this but I am always down to discuss beliefs about reality with anyone, but i do feel that for the first time since I was a Christian that my beliefs aren’t going to change very far from what they are.
I let this world get to me for about three days recently and it lead me to realize just what it is that I can’t stand about it. There IS more out there and nobody gives a damn. It got me to a breaking point where I sobbed for like 45 minutes and I couldn’t be happier since somehow. I don’t understand why if you believe in God you don’t pray to him with you eyes closed for the rest of your life or at least instead of watching tv =p If you believe that somethings going to happen when you die then why the heaven not.
I am posting this for many reasons: to express myself, social network, spread ideas, raise consciousness, make you think, but the most important reason is because I want to let you know that I LOVE YOU and I believe that you are infinetly more strong than you can imagine. I will try to be there for all of you as I would for myself or my son. All you have to do is ask.
#peace and #love
We already ascended, our 3d is just catching up.
No one is left behind.
Most incarnate on this KNOWING they will forget who they are and they WILLINGLY submit themselves to this illusion trap to help the larger collective escape it.
We sneaked into the prison to steal the keys – pacify the guards and free all the inmates.
if that metaphor resonates with you.
Everything that troubles us – worries us – anything we think is important or righteous or great is a small spec – an Atom in the universe’s real picture.
but guess what… we already won, we ascended, earth is saved.
in all dimensions time is not an issue only in the 3d.
the 3d is taking it’s Time to catch up.
Time is the element used to measure the space between an object.
you have 1 pen you want to move from A to B, we measure how LONG it takes for the motion. That is the nature of the 3d because everything pushes and pulls in THIS universe.
There is no space or object in a mind all is relative to the picture you imagine.
Thats truly amazing @codyhillock, thank you for sharing that awesome post. I recently have gone through this transformation and one of the things that is most amazing to me is how the more you try an become one with The Truth the more your life seems to line up perfectly things that dont matter literally fall by the way side. I never thought id be able to consider my self a person that was one with “god” but now it seems like this is what my whole life was meant for. Your post really touched me at this particular moment it was something i needed and like most things that happen through out my day they seem like signs and clues to keep me on the right path. I think in terms of us getting out there and increasing the general awarness of every one to these ideas it starts with meditation. That must be the foundation from there you start to verify your beliefs with experiences and by calming the mind and increasing that awareness they start noticing everything that had been, waiting for them to just open there eye. Infinite energy , widsom , and best of all the most unbelievable unconditional love. I practice tai qi and qi gong to cultivate my inner qi(energy) and follow there systems of energy circulation. If you havent tried these you should. For my last thought i just want to say until you have expierenced that unconditional love you will never be able to give that kind of love and the purpose of the people that have expierieced it is to bring willing people into its light. I can certainly tell @codyhillock has felt it. One love.
@theboss7607, Thank you for your kind words! I will definetly look into tai qi and qui gong. I’ve also experienced becoming close to God when I thought would never happen again and it is amazing. Once you find your path and try to stay on it there are signs everywhere that point you in the right direction! I never thought I would so whole heartedly believe in destiny either!
I stumbled across a 2012 book edited by Daniel Pinchbeck a few days ago where they discuss about our ascension. I mainly picked it up because I always thought his stuff to be thought provoking and interesting but never really gave it any merit. Right before I picked it up I was stumbling youtube and came across a talk by him (I did not search for him), literally the next day my friend who never EVER reads had this book and let me borrow it. Call it synchronicity, call it whatever you want, but it happened.
I too have had intense deja vu but lately it too has become not as intense; maybe because I almost find it to be normal now or maybe because it just isn’t as intense for some random reason, but who knows. And I do have lucid dreams and have become interested in them, as has many. The only way I give this stuff any merit is because of how everyone seems to be going through the same thing I did last year during my depression. It’s almost like we our collectively experiencing a greater change (but then again, I know more people who aren’t going through this than are).
Anyways, I don’t really “believe” this is going to happen, that we will ascend to a higher being or that we already have for I do not see any solid, concrete evidence or even experienced it. I meditate, I’ve taken psycho-actives, but nothing has shown me this is happening. A part of me thinks this is just a way to escape reality, other parts of me thinks this is wishful thinking, and another part of me thinks this has some truth in it. What I think people should do with this information is to NOT sit back and WAIT to let it happen, PLEASE do NOT do this. We need to be the change we want to see in the world. Make it happen on this three-dimensional level before we “ascend”, or if we even ascend. Waiting is the worst thing you can do right now, this world needs help, don’t sell yourself short by thinking something is going to happen and you idly sit, doing nothing. However, you can go ahead and think this will happen, but please for the love of god do not wait for it, make it happen, change the world, be the change you want to see. What happens when a few years pass and nothing changes? What will you do then?
@blankey, I completely agree. One of my friends asked me yesterday what I thought was going to happen in 2012. I told him I’m not sure, because their are so many different theories out there. We as humanity as a whole are due for our next big jump in evolution according to everything I see it could just be a turning point and no big change right away. Bottom line is I haven’t researched enough or channeled a spirit myself so until then I am just going to focus on my own personal ascension which I know is true and the people I can reach. One reason I did put quotes around ascension in the title is because for all I know it could be anything. I do see a change in a lot of people as you do and that’s what gives me a complete belief in some form of planetary ascension, even if it is misunderstood by all of us as of right now.
@codyhillock, I had a very similar ascension experience and resonate with exactly what you are saying. Right on Bro. I wouldn’t believe it if it didn’t happen to me either. My experience was so complex I am still trying to organize it on paper.
Thank you so much for sharing, you are right on point :D
it was an endearing account, moreso the way u hav put it. i liked reading it. i dont want to be rude or something here, nor do i intend upon belittling ur experience, but for a thought, hav u considered a temporal lobe seizure as to be the cause of this sort of revelation with a feeling of oneness and connectedness to all?
After reading this thread and others similar on topics of deja vu, i know that this dejavu that i have been living constantly for the last year and a half is from a “life review” I had while stoned…that life review, and that moment in time, I feel/think/know that I have lived it over and over what feels like lifetimes…its like memories of milleniums of past lives that have been seeping into my consiousness. But anyways I digress, what the first person wrote in this thread spoke to me, as if it were me in a different life but of a memory i have had in this life….as much as i was looking forward to ascending to a higher level…this time it didnt work where it did before in other lives….so what does that mean?? does anyone else think we are all connected and we should be moving on? why do we worry and stress if we can move on? how do we move on, has anyone done so this year? or after 2011?